– today’s #spamadvice
I was supposed to have my cataract lasered out last week, which went remarkably well (considering I dread any procedure that involves my eyes) right up to the point where the laser broke down during my surgery prep.
Supposedly that had never happened before.
Everyone was amazed that I took the breakdown in stride and seemed gosh, cheerful, about having to reschedule. I should clarify that by ‘everyone,’ I mean my ophthalmologist and the folks at the surgical center, not @bhoneydew. He’s had a front-row seat for decades to how I break things just by being around them, especially when I’m a shade anxious. It could be fair to say that I’m relieved once they do break because the next steps suddenly become obvious.
It could be fair to say that, but I’m not.
The rescheduled operation went well, minus a minor glitch during the imaging process (which did point out that my eyeball wasn’t numb enough, so we were able to correct that before the surgery). I’m recovering both faster than I probably should and slower than I definitely want, which is to say, yes, I suck at resting, but at least I’m acknowledging that I need to be nice to myself.